All you can think about is the way his hands feel against your body.ģ. You kiss harder, like you’re trying to pour the memories of your lives into his heart.Ģ. The kiss is your favorite flavor, but something is missing. Here's what happens when you sleep with your ex:ġ. We smile, looking for something we used to see and then we let them fall into us as if nothing ever happened. So, we let down our walls of disappointment and we smile into the eyes of the ones who disappointed us. They warn you for good reason, but sometimes, love doesn’t listen. Sleeping with your ex is one of those things everyone warns you about. It kills you because the sheets smell like the t-shirt you finally had the courage to throw away. It kills you because it’s exactly the same, but it doesn’t feel like home. It kills you because you know there were others who have walked out of it since you did. You take in a completely different world in a couple footsteps.īut, it’s the bedroom that kills you. You look at the TV and question whether he still has the same shows on DVR. You notice the towels you bought him because he was too lazy, and you wonder who has used. You notice the dirty dishes and wonder who's cooking for him if not you. For anyone else, it may seem like the furniture is the same, the pillows are just as they should be and the walls are silent to their ears, but not for you. You walk into a familiar place - except it’s not familiar at all. Sometimes, it takes nothing at all because that force that guided you to him in the first place takes you to him again. Sometimes, it takes seeing his face in a crowded room. Sometimes, all it takes is the text you said you’d never answer. That love still courses through your veins and you still breathe in the heartbreak, whether the smile you wear hides it or not. You convinced yourself you were strong enough to resist temptation, yet sometimes, the love you have for someone is just too resilient. You swore to yourself that you’d never give in.
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